monic's blog

owkay this is the best boy in my life.. why? He is my bestfriend , we’re so close.. until there is somethin’ between me and him.. yeah right.. he is the boy who always hear my problem.. day by day we’re so close.. until I felt so bored without him.. and he said he feel it too.. he said he love me.. I felt so happy because I had someone who precious in my life :’) but he just said to me.. he never told to all my bestfriends the truth.. its okay I don’t care  I thought he is serious.. he love me.. I spent my best day with him.. there are a lot of memory which I cant forget J he always on my mind we laught together even we cried together.. until finally he really really let me down… he had a girlfriend.. yeah maybe she is better than me.. I’ll try to happy :’) I thought he is mean really mean .. I trust him.. I cried a long day because of him :’) how a mean he is! :’’) day by day I tried to forget him.. maybe he isn’t good for me J goodbye.. thanks for the time that u’ve done with me  and u know what I miss u so much..
why I can't move on from him? why he is still on my mind.. sometimes I still think about him and wondering all about us..